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N is officially thanked for the introduction :)

'oh i won't hesitate no more...'

It has been a wild purple-orange-ice-candy mix, the last week.

Cold for starters.

Whenever things get complicated in life, it is better not to write about them.

At least not on a regular blog (yes, duh)

Coming back to the cold. Its cold again. Okay, people might disagree but its gotten colder. Cold-er. But not in the afternoons.

Its a bad weather phase.

Chilly-wear-full-sleeves-in-the-morn kind.

Want-to-dive-into-pool-in-the-afternoon-kind.

Besides that fascinating bit of mindnumbing information... Fell crummy-ill for few days. That pretty much screwed all plans of studying for hours on end.

and now the official datesheet is out.

5 weeks till my first paper.

Need i say it out loud?

Okay, i don't feel like studying. (too much time does that)

I wrote this humongous para right now and erased it.

Got the funniest feeling... the erase button looks kind of funny running

backwards.

yes, i get it... im strange (but try it anyway!)

I'm happy and stuff.

'and stuff'?

I'm happy (fullstop)

nah... too abrupt.
I'm happy and stuff :)

There is always stuff... even when you don't know it.

Stuff never goes away.

It is like a disclaimer.

I'm around and stuff...

I'm with you and stuff...

Here is a toothbrush and stuff?

No. Here is a toothbrush is an action of giving.

There is no 'stuff' there... the toothbrush is in the process of being given.

Will give you a toothbrush and stuff...

THAT is a 'and stuff' zone because the toothbrush is still not around.

When you promise something there is no need for 'and stuff'

'and stuff' is scope for something different

'and stuff' is a reminder that things may change.

'and stuff' is a slap in the face of certainty

They always say its better to know the temperature of the water before you dip your feet into the pond

recognition of lifes little intricate games is what growing up is about...on the path to more aware and better understood decisions.

Choices are the funniest things.... I'm still not quite sure if we choose something based on our own innate essential character or if our choices are determined by past experiences that mould our character

I can't think of a perfect example to exemplify the dilemma that strains the relationship between the two :(

but okay, i'm just going to assume people 'get' the difference.

Ps- Yesterday was fun. Danced in anticipation of Thursdays dance. Lots :)

Pps-Life is good

Ppps-Happy Holi All :):)

(may the joy last longer than a day... like the colour on ones face :D )

Oh- Song?

I'm Yours- Jason Mraz :)

awwwwwwwwwle.

This is a picture of a, would you believe it, Rabbit!?!

If this isn't the furriest fattest most adorable rugwabbit i shall eat my socks!

Simply HAD to share it :)... (provided by google for those aimless enough to go around searching for pictures of rabbits..ask not why)

Dayum, i love the lil (huge) furry monster. i waaaaaant!!!!

Only animals can look cuter when they put on 200 kgs!! unfair but true

*insert beam smiley*

Is it just me or does s/he (it?) resemble a giant pillow?

Again, i waaaaaaant!!!!!!

I promise to remember to feed it!!

Promiiiiiiiseee!

S. Sw. Nunu..... birthday gift? :)

Sheesh, cute-ness overdose.....saaa-iiiiii-ghhhh

Callmecrazy

(Oh)Dear

call it crazy

but it is a right

roll eyes

at a decision clear

pass judgement

on those hours safe

call it crazy

still is, motivated by something else

take the route marked

laugh at those who don't

go ahead,

refuse to it dignify

Know,

my choices will be vindicated, someday soon.

Almost a year ago i wrote about a certain Y person who was suspiciously helpful. Well, time proved my instinct right.

Life sucks. And people are mean (and selfish)

Wish i could look at the larger picture and identify this as a pin-prick, completely inconsequential in the humongous universe. Irrelevant when rubbing shoulders with the greater evils of society and human-kind.

But wishes don't come true.

Want to roll over and pretend like the world is a great place.

*10 minutes later*

Okay, i am So melodramatic. Should just whine like a puppy and be done with it. Yes, i know. This Too Shall Pass. Yes, i also know... there are bigger problems than one insensitive person. YES YES YES. I get it. I should be a less-frustrated adult about this. I love Sh, she sent me the cutest picture to cheer me up. Won't post it, its too darn cute... sigh.... love :-* shwuti.

Free Verse

Come what may,

the spring is deep

is profound

melts words into thoughts warm,

and ice can drip on the floor

it can lie still,

next to feet cold

as the scent of varnish new,

envelopes lilac toes

Then spotted a path,

with vision tunnel

Blooms burst from gardens,

strain to be free

None collapsing in agony

and all this time

the way sits patient,

curled up in the shadows

waiting for,

discovery...

Now, Songs hitting the right Note (pun intended) :)

Que Sera Sera-Doris Day

The Little Things- Colbie Caillat

No Substitute- Estelle

Walk Away- Kelly Clarkson

LDN- Lily Allen

Love Locked Down- Kenye West

The Boy Does Nothing- Alisha Dixon

Walking on Sunshine- Katrina and the Waves

Where does the Good go- Tegan and Sara

Life is Short- Butterfly Boucher

Sober- Pink

Come Over- Estelle

Hot N' Cold- Katy Perry

Iris Green

If only that flickering thought
Had never made you pause

And that questioning glance been battered
By the arms strong of faith

…

If only moments were held
Longer than one short breath

And the song too would mould
Itself to the winding road

…

If only the last dregs of coffee
Could be as good as the first sip

And informed were our choices
Before we took the plunge