Yin Yang Yum(!)

Does it even make sense, for the loudest cracker... to have the most silent end?

Im vaguely toying with the idea of starting a new blog. No, not particularly because of the vast audience demand :)
but more on a completely different note. a different page in the same book?
or maybe even, some sentences you overlooked on the very same page :)

I'm 21 you know. Twenty-One.
This is the age people comment on as the ideal (do they?) mix of youthful optimism (! :D !) and fairly apparent(!) maturity! funny haha. :)
No but really, when i look in the mirror i don't see.... 'just twenty one' anymore
*like i did for 18-20*
i see.... 'twenty one'... and all that goes with it

There have been some surprisingly heart rending moments of .... realization actually.
That no matter how badly i want some things, i shouldnt... i shouldnt because i should know better. And i do.
It causes an odd pang to give up on the bittersweet.
when you're bang in the middle, all you taste is the sour and when you're one step out of the door...all you can remember is the momentary flash of sugar.
You get the picture.

ie. its hard to give up. it always is.

Coming back to the blog. If and when it does see daylight :)
a) it shall be called 'daylight', nice ring to it!
b) it shall be undiluted positivity :)
c) and that it shall spread, hope! :)

so i'll look forward to that, and in the meantime... desperately need to cram up on those books.
Masters has officially Started!! yippeeee yay doodah :)

ps- hope all is well with everyone reading this :)
take care everyone!
God Bless :) .......(for those who believe in the higher power...and for those who don't too!!!) :)