rambling eeeeon eeeeeeon eeeeeeeeon

Regardless of what the world believes or how hard they (nearly all) yawn in E's class... Neruda is 'something else'. As usual? No, apart from Eliot (and that too at the end)... Neruda is the person who makes sense. at a universal meaningful level. More easy to appreciate esp after Beckett' Endgame. This is SO purely for people studyin literature. Sigh.

Whaznu? you ask.
Nuthin-mush. i answer.

Great indulging in random conversation with myself now.
Bein pulled towards abstract these days.
Gotta pull up socks (shoes, paintings, ribbons) all that it takes.
get (sit, huddle, scrunch) down to studies.
Ah. you englaisse language you.
keep spilling like coconut juice from, a coconut.

i want 31st December plan to come true.
'wild' partyin with a special few and considerably less special many.
whadddveneed? you ask.
people- check
transport- (umm)
venue- kindaah-yeah-okay-maybe check
clothes- (yay yay yay) check check check (the closet is bursting)
fancy perfect heels- (i could have included this in outfit but this way i get to gush MORE) CHECK
the desire to move out on 31st- check (currently)
permission- check (im 20, not 2)

sigh. Its all a fancy 'check' as a whole. (bites nails). Time will tell if 6 checks lead to one perfect night. :)