It occurs to me, late as usual, that things will change.
no not just people shifting base or college...but everything will change
if it hasn't already.
no sad smileys. no smileys.
there are some moments where computer generated smiles wont cut it.
this is one of those moments.
the cocoon spun so carefully to take the weight of all the daily problems will collapse into dust and melt into the ground.
a new one ready and waiting with extra-strong thread?
i think not.
there comes a time when you're too tired to test-drive that new car.
you want the rickety old one, the one whose flaws you were familiar with.
whose bumps you could anticipate
(no matter how much you grumbled about them at the time, rubbing the bruised head)
thats the things with safety nets.
we dont want to give them up.
we dont want them to go to Pune.
we dont want them to do Law without us.
we dont want to replace them with someone else.
no matter how inevitable the whole thing is.
we dont want to move on when moving on means going away.
going away from the familiar.
am not good with change.
curled up with spikes out.
thats me during shift-mode.
sadly.
it isnt fair.
it isnt supposed to be like this.
it isnt supposed to be like this.
i want the comfort of the past.
i want it to hold my hand in the future.
or at least promise that it'll be there.
i dont want it to break its word.
its all fluid now
and the currents sweeping us away.
too fast
too smooth for tears.
if you were looking for any artistic merit on this page, i suggest you scroll on down. this post isnt going anywhere.
why must be begin another journey if it too has to come to an end?
dont tell me the destination isnt important, the journey is.
i know.
but things just get more bumpy with new cars to get used to.
i hate how perverse life can be.
okay. on the bright side, life isn't forcing me to walk(just yet)
the ending is just to keep things in perspective.
but im going to miss my daily dose of coffee..and friends.
(be prepared for soppy letters)
no not just people shifting base or college...but everything will change
if it hasn't already.
no sad smileys. no smileys.
there are some moments where computer generated smiles wont cut it.
this is one of those moments.
the cocoon spun so carefully to take the weight of all the daily problems will collapse into dust and melt into the ground.
a new one ready and waiting with extra-strong thread?
i think not.
there comes a time when you're too tired to test-drive that new car.
you want the rickety old one, the one whose flaws you were familiar with.
whose bumps you could anticipate
(no matter how much you grumbled about them at the time, rubbing the bruised head)
thats the things with safety nets.
we dont want to give them up.
we dont want them to go to Pune.
we dont want them to do Law without us.
we dont want to replace them with someone else.
no matter how inevitable the whole thing is.
we dont want to move on when moving on means going away.
going away from the familiar.
am not good with change.
curled up with spikes out.
thats me during shift-mode.
sadly.
it isnt fair.
it isnt supposed to be like this.
it isnt supposed to be like this.
i want the comfort of the past.
i want it to hold my hand in the future.
or at least promise that it'll be there.
i dont want it to break its word.
its all fluid now
and the currents sweeping us away.
too fast
too smooth for tears.
if you were looking for any artistic merit on this page, i suggest you scroll on down. this post isnt going anywhere.
why must be begin another journey if it too has to come to an end?
dont tell me the destination isnt important, the journey is.
i know.
but things just get more bumpy with new cars to get used to.
i hate how perverse life can be.
okay. on the bright side, life isn't forcing me to walk(just yet)
the ending is just to keep things in perspective.
but im going to miss my daily dose of coffee..and friends.
(be prepared for soppy letters)
ps- to put the cherry on this clumsy cake
presenting Aicha, just bloody because
[Verse1]
So sweet, so beautiful
Everyday like a queen on her throne
Don't nobody knows how she feels
Aicha, Lady one day it will be real
She moves, she moves like a breeze
I swear I can't get her out of my dreams
To have her shining here by my side
I'd sacrifice all them tears in my eyes
[Chorus]
Aicha Aicha - passing me by (there she goes again)
Aicha Aicha - my my my (is it really real)
Aicha Aicha - smile for me now
Aicha Aicha - in my life
[Verse2]
She holds her child to her heart
Makes her feel like she is blessed from above
Falls asleep underneath her sweet tears
Her lullaby fades away with his fears
[1/2Chorus][Bridge]
She needs somebody to lean on
Someone body, mind & soul
To take her hand, to take her world
And show her the time of her life, so true
Throw the pain away for good
No more contemplating boo
[Verse3]
Lord knows the way she feels
Everyday in his name she begins
To have her shining here by my side
I'd sacrifice all them tears in my eyes
Aicha Aicha - ecoute moi
[Chorus]
If i promise to work extra-hard at being determined in my next life, can i please give in and submit? Am i allowed to give up and not care?
No?
I didn't think so.
Psst-where is this coming from you ask?
Psst-nudge-nudge- Reality check i answer.
Enuff, Enough, Enuff said.
