Hoye!

The one up there knows i never (ever) thought i would EVER agree with anything that came out of Katrina Kaif's mouth!.....for the ignorant, she's a bollywood actress (i refuse the popular term of 'actor' regardless of sex)...But life springs up one surprise after the other! (with annoying consistency)...so, while promoting her new flick 'Singh is King' (ratings by HT stand at 2 measly stars)...said...when you're 18-19-20...simply EVERYTHING seems like the end of the world!....Gist? Constant rollercoaster (as made famous by ronan keating in a song i used to adore) life is!......... FUN! (sometimes for reaaal!)

Lemme be more explicit! ..my nets been throwing some major tantrums...so ive managed that by ignoring them and praying for an irraional miracle to sort out the problem (it came true btw)...So now...ive shopped for Sh's bday gift (errr... her parties been postponed by a week thanks to the rain god!..grr)....gone for a sleepover at Silly Billys....met R (the exceedingly famous bf)...gabbed with v-kid...realized the extent of my oops-this-is-a-crush phase...got just a teensy bit bored of FF....almost finished reading Frankenstein (pretttyyyy nice)...decided the perfect dress for the postponed party....analysed life...and gone through a MAJOR im-so-giddy-with-glee dancing/bouncing 15 minutes routine. Im happy!

Hence i agree with Kaif. Its so very easy to make a situation feel like it IS the end of everything. But i dont think there is an age limit attached to this wild-drama... its kinda timeless. We all have that small part of us that wants to prance around and spin in circles till we can barely catch our breath. Its just that at some ages its more acceptable to be caught doing so!
But im kinda resolved now..... Count this as my Half Year Resolution plan.
To be more silent... To think carefully... avoid the valleys of depression (not the clinical one!).. enjoy conversations... and not let anyone convince me that what i have...what i do... what i am ... is inadequate. Ever.

I am sure its gonna be one hell of a year... one hell of a life... one awesome experience. But im gonna slow down when i need to . and not apologize for it.

ps-ive totally started gushing bout awww moments! just ask S! (she hates it!) :D