magic

Things seem to be coming together, and how!
The exams are truly finally deeply happily totally over.
Well, the mocks anyway.

I have magically found the place at the back of the somethingjig where the speaker-thing-headphone cord has to go...so if i crane my neck to the left...umm, i can hear stuff now.

Thanks to H-boy, have managed to get my paws on a software that'll allow some kinda transfer of music from any place to my ipod without it takin up space on the pc! :)...how fabulous! Did you all know about this?
Was i the only one who didn't know?
Is this like a secret-club thing?
Well, anyway its 91% over so lets see what happens.

A lot of things are helping with my mood.
Got myself the coolest book... Mythologies of the World... like a huge coffee table version...illustrated and heavily discounted (70% off!..yay)... i realized in Bangkok that i was unusually fond of mythology so figured i'd get the expert information now :0
It was a choice b/w a Kinsella and this, sigh. I know, i would So have chosen Kinsella 6 months ago.

Today as i bounced around excitedly cuz the exams were coming to an end, V and Mum told me that i didn't exactly look 20. Which is when it struck me, in a lil bit i'd be 21 and gosh! that-is-odd!
i mean i cannot be 21 so soon.... people who are 21 are supposed to have it all together...the career the clothes the life! and i have the life but definitely not the career mapping and i hate shopping. Bummer.

I think i'm gonna miss third year so much. Its been the most dramatic (ironic, cuz i left theatre)... have learnt So much. Fallen passionately in love with my course and no one, no one has ever made me cry like i did after reading Prufrock...and never have i jumped higher than when i read Fo... These words, connected. They 'fit' and they're 'right'. They are.

I love the feeling of growing up and into this person... this person with MY skin. All flawed bit of it is loved and now, not just the grey membrane. I love how the last year has made me feel... (nope, not narcissistic)... its painted over all the dirty brown spots and made them shiny.
I love the world today... but only cuz each day has had those moments... those moments that make today love-worthy. okay, im no longer making sense...shoo. :)

Ps- i think, i think i may have made the musci thing work. people, this is an achievement for me! :D
Pps- V got me a fake pink shiny flower-thing! cuz i've been working hard, for my exams! Awww. *the love overflows*...
i love being the kid of the family!

Oh, and the three o' us (too lazy to name) totally pigged out on pizza and hot chocolate fudge today... oh-so melt in mouth YUM. Exams should end everyday..umm, or something to that effect. Umm.