warm fog

I wrote on msword.. quite forgot how unforgiving blogger is to 'copy paste' instructions.
You would have liked to read it... I poured out a red hue of my current state of soul.
I'm sure I'll have a better (different?) understanding of the same later.. Almost positively more clarity... but clad as I am in soft numbness at the moment.. it was probably one of my more balanced pieces.
I'm a creature of habit.. I hope to encourage the good I practice habitually and decrease to the point of extermination anything which is not-so-positive.
I resolve to keep the clean.. shining bright.
Happy New Year to come...
kisses

Agar Socha Jaaye...

I haven't moved out, changed cities, or even switched my career choice.. A real shocker considering I've always thought myself to be a restless indecisive soul..
To have stuck in such an efficient leech-like manner to Literature, Delhi and the parental abode.. Interesting :)

SOoooo what has evolved?
-Realization of the self and other beautiful things :)
-Application (attempts at and work towards)
-Figure (muahahaha)
-Degree Status (God Willing)
-Phone and Phone cover (piNNNNk)
-Geographical distance from loved ones

I guess enough has changed... as is natural..
Only its not just as obvious.
SO its not as easy to pin down and ruminate over.. *yawn*
Today was... :)
Anyway... haha... aaah. I like the texture of these thoughts..
The giggles bubble over..
taaa...
Ps- VERY excited about the Jane Austen Book Club!
Thankeeee Shwuti who forwarded the mail... Thankeeee Same-Name friend for founding it :)

Jawaani ke din...

Post band baaja baraat and a bidaai.. I sit and type on.
The sister has been packed off and it sinks in Less each day that she and I no longer share our fathers' name.
Bahoot saara pyaar to the beautiful newlywed
Yup.. It'll be a while before I can write about something else.
Thanks for sticking around ya'll :)

bhuuri mehndi days

Got a BeeeBeeee (bb)
Topping the List
-Being a good daughter
-Spending quality time studying

Everything else- Backseat.
The bb is a lot of fun
and yes, I'm back on fb for the 'networking'
:)

Psst- still need to lay off chocolates..haha
Psst psst- i have a new room

Hello Zer Ebbrybody

Let me just start out by saying Delhi is a busy city... Brimming with energetic/angry/enthusiastic/optimistic/frustrated/giggly/joyful/busy busy busy people!
Somehow we all have ten things to do everyday and if we reach number 3 on the list.. its a day well spent.
Nothing makes you more aware of 24 hours being waaaaaay too less in the day than a Wedding.
THE wedding fyi. of The beloved ecstatic giggly dance-aholic non-demure sister :D
Today is The Day
The last two days have also been THE days :)
I've never enjoyed a shaadi puja more.. Panditji was nice and informed enough to translate the meanings behind certain rituals (illtellyouboutem'later)
I'll walk you through it... Okay..make that run...
The Big Points
-Paranda chhotis are SUPER FUN to dance in
-The mehndi came out SUPUUUUR-er dark.. a first for me! (they say Im either loved very much or will be by my one-day-husband) *giggle*
-V looked gorgeous..but wheres the shocker in that eh?
-We DID it..the dance ie. Thanks to nu and co. we managed to halfway decent performance :)
-The puja was heavenly and pure.. Looking forward to tonights :D
-Managed to rock that teeeeeny tiny saxay tummy revealing lehenga strappy choli thing ;) and dance madly in it.. to put it simply as Bhai did '--- is in a good mood' ahem. VEEEEERY good bhai! :) love laughter and good intentions are infectious :)

To all those lovely people who took out the time to show up and shower love and blessings on the happy couple.. Thank you very very much! I wish you all a lifetime of happiness and health :P
To the ones who intended on showing up.. the same dose of unconditional love :)
In short.. The sister is on cloud 9 and Im swinging on the same cloud :D

Gold ka coin dena... ok..note chalega

I can't boast of lying around like greenyellow lizards sunbathing on the lawns.. nor can I make up stories about giggle sessions and boytalks... what I may like to bookmark
-early morning laughter and plodding to class
-homer simpson humor
-J ka samosa.. J ki elaichi wali chai :)
-self deprecating humor
-the silence in the class
-fog swirling around trees
-unexpected tears of laughter
a flavor you dislike.. and one surprising day.. laugh all day to.
the high and low points in this moody painting have all been characterized by rolling-on-the-floor, whiny, questioning, absurd, unwilling, desperate, cackling laughter.. one, two, all, a few.
its not what I'd Wanted per se.
its not what I'd been happy with.
somewhere along the way I've learned a lot more than 4 semesters crammed together could pour into me. I've learned to live a little and laugh a lot. With people I'd never met before.. through the whiny journey I didn't expect to carry much on from this. But heck, its not been all bad. And I have a suspicion.. I could have done a lot worse!
cheers to decisions life imposes on us
cheers to making the freaking best of it :)
Learning all the way
Singing all the while
*wink*

navambar ka maheena

Hello Ji :)
I wont comment on the time gap if you dont..okay?
I see myself getting a wee bit more frequent on this forum though.
A couple of things..among many.. that I feel the need to see typed out.
First and foremost.
-The WEDDING. with the countdown having begun and the aspirations of weightloss not totally a dream :).. Im happy but a little apprehensive. wary? no.. im just super busy. dont ask me with what though. I Just AM. shopping. trials. phonecalls. invites (okay, need to start on those). shopping. trials. shopping. trials. dont think its a coincidence that Trials is following Shopping for me. Me no likey shopping. Whatever Sw, sue me.. we've already decided you're gonna shop for my wedding.. and yes, I'll teach our kids Kafka. Yes yes.. i know you can do both.. but really.. face it, I'll have more fun doing it :D

-NET. so Im giving it out of sheer curiosity me thinks. Its the national entrance test without which I may not teach in India. Which means all that padhai in Masters will be for... nuzzing.
whatawaste! But of course I will qualify... one day. The idea is to get there... eventually :)
Plus the UGC is taking out all these lovely new guidelines.. let me break it down..
No Phd= No teaching
Only issue... its in December.. and we all know what I'll be busy doing then... (hint. Shopping.trials. Shopping.trials.... Attending the big fat humongous KASHMIRI WEDDING..oh yeahhh)

-Other etc Weddings. seems like the whole world is getting married.. luckily by december I'll have enough clothes to support an entire family of high maintainence 19 year old girls. See Im 22 now.. Im waaaaaaaay beyond this. (tehe.. secretly goes and shops some more)

-FrAAnds. I like em you know. Been conveniently blaming fb for forgetting birthdays..muahahha. no but really.. miss the reminders.. oh fb.. *sob sob*.. but ill be seeing most of them soon enough.. joy. happy budday funti by the way. i loooooooove you :D
your gift awaits............... if u read this blog *cackles*

SO today kids we spoke about love, (Weight)loss and canada.
read bw the lines please.
I love u guys..but that doesnt make my love easy or cheap.
It makes me one hell of a generous soul
BOOYAH :D
*muahsieeez*
Doncha take me love for granted babsies.. because Ill never quite forget a Linda Goodman quote defining Leo women...
"Here's to you and here's to me and here's to love and laughter. I'll be true as long as you, not a single moment after."
I have a feeling memory serves because I agree..
Youhavebeenwarned moochhooooos ;)
Ps- Im taurean.. but.. well.. I can still agree!