Someone

There's a person in my life whose got the most wonderful shade of dark chocolate eyes, a fabulous ability to make me feel loved (instantly) and doesnt (ever) mind being hugged. Today i invited her onto my new lime green (very pretty) bedspread (with matching pillows). Nestled between two pillows and on top of one, she stared at me wondering what the hell i was upto. But i just wanted to look at her, thats cuz im worried. She's started prancing around the house with a chew toy in her mouth, leaving it only when she wants to gobble up a random biscuit. The vet says its false pregnancy, hmm. She doesnt want to 'do it' the conventional way (cuz her male companion has been trying for simply ages, always rudely rebuffed) so i thought maybe she was too young. But now, seems like she wants the babies but not the man. Sperm bank and artificial insemination for dogs? Over analysis PERSONIFIED!

But what can one do? When you adopt a pup, its like having a baby. You cant not care! In fact, you care more cuz she cant verbalise her fears and anxieties...so you have to look out for symptoms. *thinks*

In a way, i feel like im in this warped reality series... Am i really thinking like this?

Okay, lets list 7 perfectly 'normal' things that have occured in the last 24 hours

-the cut offs hit a distant star *tadaaaa*

-i got more work to do

-finished 5th season of 'Sex and the City'

-talked to S

-*drumroll* brainstormed ideas with Theatre Society *wheeeeeee*

-started reading a 'nice' book

-wore green

(maybe the last one doesnt count.... ahem)

Let me end with something that sparked in my mind somewhere between episode 6-7th of above mentioned. Why do we always believe all the bad things people say about us?... Random strangers can make our self-worth go for a six and close friends take hours to convince us about our 'great-factor'. A bad comment and we're moping.

New Purpose of Blog- Find what i do wrong, and 'fix' it! :)

Identification and Cure of Mental Blocks!

*cheers*

ps-pic of Mitu, before era of holding toy in mouth....