Whats 'up'?...

This is going to be one quick updatathon (my word) of linking past with present at superhuman (semi-human?) speed-

-Today the cut offs come out for yet another batch that fervently hopes to make it to their desired A list college (DU), i can remember the anxiety that went through me when i had to pore at the list and crane my neck just in time to see it whizz past the roof and touch a distant unreachable star. tsk. i remember feeling inadequate and pretty worthless, defined by the marks i had secured...or rather failed to secure. If i had known what amazing times awaited me then possibly those tears would have dried up faster. (would have still cried cuz frankly people rarely believe that 'this too shall pass' in the middle of a mess!)

-We officially start practice today, Theatre. a word thats responsible for
70% of my growing up
97% of my dirty/torn/rag-resembling clothes
60% of need-to-utilize-time-to-study syndrome
100% of my (constant) outstation trips
69% of my meeting some inspirational people
and a hard to place percentage of my feeling like i can take on the world
and its okay to be who i am (non-drinker, non-smoker, hug-lover...to name a few)

-The place(S) where im interning need me to submit my delegated work by sat night. Hmm.
i would not totally abhor some space to breathe. Even (unrealistic) night-out plans seem to be seeping into my energy reserves. All i really want is 24 hours with no routine except the promotion of laze-away-day. (no workout either..wheeeeee...-not happening i know)

-because of medical evidence that suggests the possibility of harmful radiation from cell phones, am determined to not use it so much. (even with the 10 paisa scheme- *i am strong*)... like mum said, talk when you meet (which happnes practically everyday) and not -at night or on the cell. hmm. its tough being 20 and not gabbing.

-My i-tunes miraculously managed to delete its entire playlist. Here is the fabulous news. Except for a quick cluck, i didnt get mad or annoyed ...at all!!!! i just rubbed my sleep filled eyes and got around to arranging a new playlist (over 500 songs currently, need more time to find more hidden folders in obscure parts of my PC..) and casually telling myself that this time it would be a better one. Sooooo cool! i really like! :)

So i shall end on a happy note! and with a whole lotta smiles around!
Total Sunshine Mode!
Toodleeees!