Now you all probably remember Green Queen who went off to Pune? Lemme remind you....dram senior...outstation trip bud...philosophical talks support..inverse twin...feet cuddling love producing...always accepting. Much loved in short.
Texted her like 4 mins ago saying....
"Its me chomua...call back...Whenever...Wherever...Preferably now...Muah!"
i adore having a relationship like this...theres no fierce need of instant replies or explanations. Absolutely no need justify why i dont eat chicken or drink booze... Why i have lil feelings for people i should not involve in my life...and only chuckles greet me when i tell her my woe filled tales...she can make the most tragic cringe producing story ..hilarious.
We went to leave her at the airport...i didnt plan on crying..i was totally gonna hide it if i did. (Wanted to rebel against expectations you know... even if you dont..she would know)
But we all ended up laughing gaily ...till the very end..when one small walk-ish later..her eyes totally had tears in em... Today i miss her. Miss meeting her and eating those grape lollys which make your tongue a weird purple. Miss sana funti and i clunking along in her battered van with no ac and windows that are impossible to get open (and then harder still to close) I miss her. Loads. Today sudo tells me..K doesnt like you..K being her non-bf-kinda-bf. CUz we planned a trip without him. Hmm. It didnt really get to me..which is surprising considering these things normally do.... Maybe ive matured. Maybe i now know it doesnt really matter. Having someone on the very outskirts of your life not liking you is not such a huge thing. Its just..a thing.
Making sense any?
3rd year is WAY more complicated...nazi philosophy,naturalism and modernism need to also be befriended. Somehow, i still think...even with the mounting pressure. This is gonna be one HELLOVA year. And i mean that in a good-tingly-sorta way.
Vindhyyyy you are much missed. Cannot wait for you to get back!
*muah*
ps-if you ever read this...gemmeeeee osho's!!!!!!!!
:P
3 comments:
You update everyday, you've got lots going, I don't knwo where to start and it's 2:30 in the night....can i just say I read your musings and thoughts, and I just really enjoy it...for varying reasons.
All the best with the 3rd year plans..go get 'em!! :)
i dont know if i really have a lot goin on but i do tend to list out whatever im thinking bout!
so thanks! :)
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