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hello all cookie crumbs! (felt like being a lil different!)
just come back from the scorching heat and breezy auto ride. Fantastic and Fabulous are words that come to mind. Maybe its the heat thats making me delirious! :D
So someone from HT asked dad if we were related. Bet you cant guess what he said. ANYWAY, turns out this female who i dont ever remember coming into contact with thinks im a 'great writer'. No not reaaaaaally supernaturally talented or anything. But im a 'great writer'. Great! That sure felt good! Apparently she read a couple of the things i'd written for HT and really liked em :):)......Plus, she offered me an internship! *yay me* :P:P

Apart from this smile-inducing moment, nothing exceptional has really been on the cards. Except perhaps .. saw Bachna Ae Haseeno...which was somehting like my personal nightmare. No, really. I hated it. The first part was almost tolerable but the last 70 odd minutes were pure unadulterated torture for the romance repulsed phase im going through. Why did i go for the movie you ask? You think i havent already asked myself that??? Really? *sigh*
Movie Freak friend took me along and normally im equally enthusiastic bout lolling about and crunching down some corn (which according to this article my sister read is esp harmful for me... basically all B positive poeple watch out for the corn...Arrghhhh....run people run!....run from the mountain of corn thats calling out to you....its a TRAP!...ahem...moving on)

And i kinda ruined it for Movie Freak friend too who uhhh got 'influenced' by my dislike. Tch. Poor her. Serves people right for making me sit through ugh-producing mush. *decided sniff*
Am gonna keep multi-million miles away from any influence that may lead me to actually 'fall' for someone. Its just a vicious circle now aint it? It may be the movies...serials...books...anything and everything declares that you NEED to BE with that 'special someone' to feel (ugh) complete. Well, i feel extremely complete. I...me...myself.... Very together and not-needy.

But JUST in case im stupid enough to scrape my knee on the same rock for the billionth time...lets not give the knee any more chances. Lets bind it up and place it on the mantlepiece where it will look pretty and feel secure. No, not a coward i rationalize..... but its time to be 'alone'. Of course have technically been so for a while now... but even mentally. No Daffy butting in. No FF prancing about. No anyone. Maybe Dario Fo or Marquez but only cuz their words mean a lot. And unlike people, you always have the option of shutting the book... with no hard feelings.
With time all will fade away...Literary characters are forever.
Ps- dont know what to call this...lets let it be. 'Cool'. :)