i am P, i am Pugsie

Pseudo-casually stroll over to pencil...

p(encil)-...*looks up*...you again?
me-*affronted*....whatddyu mean 'again'?
p-*patiently*, i mean you've been strolling past me for the past 17 minutes. Or did you think you were being subtle?
me-oh, well. anyway, i saw legally blonde today..
p-for the Nth time, i know
me-i still think its funny, part two got interrupted cuz friend demanded i call
p-tsk tsk the limitations of friendship, couldnt she TELL you were busy killin the few grey cells you had left?
me-hey! its not like that, ive been working a lot. for dub and the paper and...
p-yes yes. lemme see your work blisters. ohh i forgot, you dont have any...
me-seems like your bad mood hasnt deprived you of ...never mind
p-convenient
me-i wrote with you...*trails off*
p-yes, i noticed. a tragic story on a large scale. "WHY WHY are all the intelligent guys gay or taken". i could barely find time to wipe my never ending tears.
me-i wasnt that whiny
p-hah, thats what you think...imagine being pressed down and almost cracked and thinkin the last words you're gonna be seeing are the depressed distorted ravings of a kid.
me-KID?...ill have you know im 20
p-then why not act like it?
me-what? how?...by surpressing the need to feel sad? its human to feel low and i havent done that properly for a while
p-so im assuming that pathetic pre-bday post wasnt yours eh?
me-why exactly am i rationalising myself to you
p-beats me
me-it would. hah.
p-okay pumpkin. go bury your head in some book. contemplate on matters deep and come to me when you need a dose of i-know-you-better
me-ive always known myself through what i write. guess this can only make sense.
p-the sooner you accept it the better. cuz of you i live and through me, you discover how it is that YOU live. the good, the bad, the ugly.
me-ever wondered why there are two negatives in that phrase?
p-its just human nature to drift towards the darker emotions. luckily, we've escaped that.
me-with only the perceptive whiny taunt producing gene to boast of?...
p-chuckes. go play.
me-*wanders away*