So I started writing a post (another post) about cars and delhi and safety and it became sort of a :(
buzz-kill sad bad world type post.
so i dropped it.
because the world needs more rainbow noticing and less negative focusing (uh. tried to rhyme that last sentence)
Anyway.
this is more mature 26 (nearly 27) years old me. the one who Knows there is more to life than rainbows... However, the idea is to enjoy focusing on them whilst being Aware of other aspects and practicing becoming a better person vis-a-vis new circumstances and experiences.
A little bit in thankfulness to S who made me not-delete this blog when i had the urge many years ago,
if you're reading.. Thank You!!
Anyway, I think i enjoy this blog Way more than anyone reading it.
It's fun to see what bits i chose to let slip out and the bits i sneakily chose to not refer to.
snigger snigger.
AnyHOO... I used to not like the show "Girls" a few years(?) ago.. I don't know when I discovered it... probably around the time i started streaming videos from the net..Umm.. cant say.
but definitely when the first season had just begun.
and i could Not connect to the protagonist and her life choices.
from what i remember of the first season... it involved a Lot of uh.. (how to put it politely?) ..
intimacy(?) with a guy who didnt treat her very well.. and she was plump and naked on screen Quite a Lot. and i just wasnt ready to see someone not TV beautiful (yes, that is a real category of women... it's the Normal person on the street person) On TV and very very naked.. most of the time!
it was like Game of Thrones without the perfect toned figures.
at least that's what i remember. i didnt re-watch it. i was very very umm disturbed?
but then M told me about it recently and i was all "nooooo you like that?"
and then i just started from season 2. dumped season 1 and its disturbing memories and skipped on ahead. Spoilers ahead!
now Hannah (protagonist) was in a committed sort of relationship. oh wait. they were broken up and then back together. and she Did again behave in a Not-me way.. calling the cops on him. lots of stuff.
but she was trying to get her stuff together.
and she still seemed a little umm unusual in her behaviour but she made more sense because i stopped expecting her to behave as i would.
which was a relief... because although we both like writing (yes, me! and fictitious character).. i dont know what im saying.
basically show is not that bad now.
or maybe i have too much time.
and i should reaaaaally focus on my PhD.
and finish like ONE CHAPTER!!!!
fyi.. Game of Thrones got too violent for me post the Mountain episode.. actually PRE it.
sort of wiki-ed the story and got bummed out.. aint no rainbows in That sitcom because
Wintaaaaaaar is a ALWAYS COMING!
okay i know its spelled "Winter" but Wintaaaaaaar just had a better accent to it.
going to go to bed now.
SEEEEEE YA
this was just a little bit of a ramble.. Hello future me!
